Earlier this week, I sat at my computer looking at my bank account! The feelings that were coming over me were NOT GOOD!!!! I wanted to cry, actually I think that a swelled up in my eyes. There was not a lot in there and I have bills that are coming up due AND NO JOB!!!!!!!! Depressed didn’t even begin to describe how I was feeling.
I moped around all week…not accomplishing anything around the house. Oh wait, I did take out the garbage ONCE….LOL! After cooking breakfast for Rafael and getting him out the door, I did NOTHING until he got home and it was time to cook dinner. I am not much of a home body…My kids are in school and I now don’t have a job….UGH!
Don’t get me wrong!! I loved it at first. I got ALL SORTS of stuff done around the house. It was perfect timing with my move to a new city and all! I got everything organized, cleaned and so much more!!!!
Well, even though my week started out so roughly….it finally happened today!!!! I got the call!!!! Yes, I got the call!! I have been waiting for Human Resources to call about this job that I was told that I would get…just trying to work out some kinks!
I got the call at 11:50am today!!!!!! AND to top it all off, They offered me a FULL TIME position instead of the per diem one that I was talked to about! ***HAPPY DANCE, HAPPY DANCE, HAPPY DANCE*** Now imagine me in my PJ’s (yes I told you that I have been depressed this week about not having a job!!!) jumping up and down saying “I GOT THE JOB, YEAH I GOT THE JOB!!!!!!” I made some immediate calls…. to spread the word!!!!!!!
I do feel bad that I did not trust more in the Lord. I tend to give things to God and then take them right back just so I can dwell, worry and get depressed over…. It is something that I struggle with and hoped to grow more in my faith!!!! I pray for that EVERYDAY!!!!
So back to the job thing…. For those of you who haven’t read the previous posts about the position. I took a position for a Tele Services Tech at a local hospital. I will have dual roles, which I love!!!! I thrive in chaos and can’t still when it gets quite!!!! So, I will be a Monitor Tech and then fill in as a Unit Secretary when needed in the schedule. There are 45 beds on the two units and I am hoping that I will be challenged!!!!
I start March 30th…so more on the job details will come after then….